Whats so co-incident, rini 14th April 2018. My Last entry was on 14th April 2015, 3y ago. Allahhh, lama sngguh ummi tak menuleh. Patut rasa jari ni lenguh2, rupanya dh 3y x excercise, hahaha...
Kenapa 3y? Sebab ummi rasa to many things happend & I'm too busy to capture all the precious moments, sampai lupa nak hapload :) Bt dun worry dear, I'll always remember our journey, each & every byte & pieces, ups & downs, semanis senyuman & derai airmata kita semua. Same goes to the ones that pursue their "journey" earlier, ummi masih ingat hangatnya pelukkan TokWanMAn & canggungnya tarian dia didepan TV CRT yg ada cover tuh... Serius, ummi rindu kenangan kita. Sebab tu lah ummi kna mulakan menuleh semula (tipuuu... ummi menaip actually. Boleh review & padam parts yg ummi rasa x sesuai. Tak macam tuis diary masa berchenta dgn walid dulu, x berkenan jaaa, conteng teruk2, nak koyak, nnt cacat pulak rupa diary tu.... hahaha...)
Abang dah form3, esok lusa dah nak PT3 dah. Adik pon dah jajah 2. Dah laju membaca buku BM. Tulisan pon dah cantik. Cuma peel pemalas g sekolah tu lagi terukkk dari abg laaa... Musykil ummi, sbb ummi & walid rajin g sekolah & sangat happy bila boleh p sekolah. Ramai kawan, boleh belajar new things, tapi depa berdua ni pemalasss hamat p sekolah. Seb baik abg gifted & adik pon ok lahhh, seiring pencapaian. Ummi x bley bayang lg 3y, klu pjg umoq, murah rezeki Abg dah buleh masuk uni. Kemana laaa pulak rezeki ang lepas ni. Nak ke Germany ke @ UITM puncak alam je. While ummi not so worried about adik, sbb dia kata dia nak tidoq celah ketiak ummi selama2nya (erkkk... sama cm perbuatan ummi pada TokWanMan jeee)
Walid dah few years ulang alik keje kat KLIA sejak Subang Airport tutup & move to KLIA. Bangun seawal pagi & balik seusai maghrib. 80km/way derrr... Naik cramp kaki pepagi sbb jammed started at SU3. It took almost 1&half hours to reach KLIA. Sometimes it took 2 hours & getting worst bila hujan.
Ummi pon Jan 2017 ritu dah officially bergelar Sales & Marketing Manager. I hv made the hardest decision to left my "battalion" & pergi bertapa dlm akuarium kat bawah tu sensorang. Seems like I'm making worst choice, tapi nikmatnya, ummi jaaa yg lebih mengetahui. I'm losing most of my precious moment raising my kids because of site work. NAsib ada Walid & MakTok + our family yg setia menjaga depa bila ummi xdak. Ummi dah nak cecah 40, just left few year to do good deeds sebelum dijemput pulang. Ummi nak spending time more with them, ummi takut tak terbayar hutang masa ummi dengan depa. While MakTok alive & masih mampu berpapah berjalan. While abg still cengeng request Ummi & Walid visit him every sat & sunday, before he go further away. While adik still cengeng & always kura2 tidur supaya walid boleh dokong dia hari2 masuk bilik tdo. Sementara Ummi masih ada masa nangis & gaduh ngan yayid. Ummi takut hilang lagi masa tu bila ummi pilih another choice. Eventhough, I realize this is my fate, dah tertulis di LuhMahfuz, but i'm still trying hard to change it as much as I can.
Btw, kami berdua dah upgrade setakah lagi. TokUmmi & TokWalid dah ada 2 cucu, Adelia Humaira & Iman Saqeena. Whoaaa, time flies too fast. I really need to fulfill our Journey to Raise Our Khalifah & sambil kuat berbisik pada DIA, kami nak jadik Huffaz Professional. Aamiiiiiin.
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