Sedar x sedar, dh 2 bulan ummi x update blog ne... dh bsawang pon :)
Too much to write, but dunno where to start.
Result final exam dh kuar, the worst among the worst. Bye2 3 pointer, result ummi drop to CGPA 2.89, suma nyer sbb control ummi dpt c-. Ummi x suke subject tu, & x de usaha unt belajar & memahaminya... lately ummi dh x peduli pasal study, kdg2 rasa cm nak quit jer. Tp mengenangkan, klu x der degree ummi x kemana & ummi dh separuh jln, tu yg gagah2 gak.... Kadang2, bila pikir, rasa nak tukar profesyen jd cikgu jer... x risky cm keje ngan protection cm skang. Jd cikgu sekolah teknik mesti best kan... ajar subjek PKE & LK. Hurrmmm... my fav. But, bila kenangkan gaji che'gu bbnding keje private cm skang, of course keje skang mjnjikan $$$$ . It's reality nowadays, duit juga salah satu kepentingan masa kini. Klu asek penin x cukup duit , cm ner nak aman... kdg2 bila my senior & walid slalu tenangkn ummi yg slalu serabut, ummi mula pk smula. Just a few years sorg engineer akan bz. Bila dh ada jr. keje makin senang, more to commercial than technical.... betul jugak... x kan lar 5 tahun lg aku masih bz cenggini??? Busuk2 pon dh upgrade jd sr. eng. kot???
Last 3 weeks, ummi too bz. My 1st cap bank nak commission. X de pengalaman, even this is 1st time for Itec. Too many stupid mistake that I made. Too ashamed to admit it. Wat malu Itec jer... 24 May 3011 ummi dpt call dr site, I'm miss-out the most important cable... On load transfer... so stupid, need to rush to site almost midnight & arrived at home @ 4am. Mana ntah Itec jumpa engineer bo** cm ummi ntahhh... mesti boss ummi kata, "memalukan...." Hari rabu RSV doc, seb bek lepas w'pun masih byk test yg x complete. Ummi smpai umah kul 9.30pm, ibu dh siap2 hntr adik ngan abg balik umah sbb walid dh smpai umah dulu... Hari Khamis tjg kul 5am, x leh nak tdo dh... x tau naper rase x sedap hati... Almost 10am, Ummi just realized that, I need to discuss abbout MOS MHE, but i didn't prepare anything, meeting @ TNB Ipoh kul 2.30pm... OMG. After completing d proposal, kul 1pm br masuk tol HSB, call TNB mintak postpone to 3.30pm, bcoz TNB MHF kata depa smpai lmbat... Seb bek TNB baik ati... Kul 3pm dh tpacak kt tkt 3 TNB Ipoh, Jln Lahad. This week, ummi nyer lunch kul 6 ptg++. x smpt rasanya nk mkn, mmg ummi dh siap biskut dlm beg lappy ummi... tp x makan pon... biskut x sedap cm nasik... :'(
Masa tgh miting tu, dh rasa seram sejuk smcm, rasa sakit kepala... rasa nk dmm. Saiful lak, dr Penang, kul 4 br smpai... ummi dh complete discuss pasal outage sch- MHE. Abis miting jer dh kul 5.30pm, clash ngan org blik keje. Menempuh pekan Ipoh, 30 min baru lepas masuk hi-way. Rasa x larat sgguh.... Smpai smpg pulai terus masuk r&r mkn nasi ayam + nescafe + panadol aktifast. Kul 8.30mlm br smpai umah... Klu ikut ati, mau jer ummi tdo umah nenek kt tmbun, tp mgenangkan adik + abg, ummi gagahkan gak drive balik sensorang, tp ummi bw slow jer... 110km/j. Dpt good news from site, Cap bank KDSA finally commission. Tp ada bbrp minor defect that can be settle later. Lega... akhirnya bjaya gak... :)
Jumaat, I'm too exhausted. G klinik, dr kata mild fever + hi-bp. MC 2 hari. Sabtu g kelas. Pg tu hntr abg g duta, Cuti sekolah 2 mggu & abg wajib balik juru. Kebetulan spupu ummi kawin & pak ngah iwan nak blik, so ummi tumpangkan abg balik umah mak tok skali ngan pak ngah nek bas, Lgpon abg mmg ngam ho ngan pak ngah... 1st dy for sem mei. Dpt lecturer yg straight lar plak... Ahad, bgun pg jer dh rasa berat gle kepala ne... ummi suh walid hntr g kelas, sbb rasa x larat nk drive. Pas bekpes, x smpai stgh jam sakit kepala tu ilang, walid mnguatkan lg teori yg ummi x leh miss makan... huhuhu... Balik kelas kul 2pm++, walid dtg, adik ttdo kat car-seat & we decide to park, serve & dine in car @ A&W PJ. Unfortunately x der parking available unt tu. xde drive thru. Walid tpksa parking & q cm besa... Pas mkn bege daging ktorg blik umah. Ummi take a nap. Tkejut tdo sbb nenek ucu tpon, tanya pasal astro. Pas ckp few mins, ummi selak comferter & just realized my body dh full ngan rashes under d skin... OMG
Mlm tu pas diner, walid bw ummi g klinik kt subang perdana, Alam Medic. Ramai lar plak org. Wat blood count, -ve dengue. Dr kata dmm tggi sgt 39.5 deg. Dia bg MC 2 hr lg.. Bgun pg isnin, I'm feel too bad. Ttba jer suma jari, sendi tgn + kaki ummi bgkak... nak jln pon walid kene papah... apa kes ne?? try mkn, dh x leh telan, mkn ubat smlm, x rasa kurang sket pon.. 10.30am, tpon ayah chot + mak tok, terus mak tok kata blik juru skang gak... Selasa pg, walid bw ummi g klinik Tan, Dr, Tan kata Viral Fever. So, suma org diam, sbb ne klinik yg ke-3 ummi g & jwpan hmpir sama. Ptg, walid ckp nk blik sg buloh, walid x leh cuti lama2.. x pe mak tok, ayah & mak ada unt jg ummi... tok ngah pon ada... fews hours pas walid blik, ummi start muntah2, apa yg ummi mkn akan kuar smula. Even air kosong pon ummi akan tmuntah... Ttdo mlm ngan perut yg kosong.. Bangun pg, ummi lapar. Makan serabai stgh biji, muntah lg. Smbung lg stgh pun muntah lg.. Mkn nasi 2-3 mulut, muntah lg... Adik dh mula dmm. Ne mesti jgkit ngan ummi... Need to decide, ummi nk tdo kt spital at least bila dpt drip sebotol dua, dmm msti cool down.
Kul 10.45am 1 june 2011, ummi dh kt KPJ Perda. New building .. Service quite ok. Bila Dr. tgok rashes tu, dia terus kata, admit skang gak. Eventhough, insurance x settle lg. Terus wat blood test, masuk drip immediately. Ward penuh, lunch kt ER jer, ayah Chop ngan abg blik kul 12 sbb nk g amik kak Bila kt skolah. Kul 2 br ummi dpt masuk ward. 2 beded, tp sharing TV. Ummi x peduli pon, sbb TV kt umah pon lebih byk tgok ummi dari ummi tgok dia.. hehehe... Blood test result kuar, ummi -ve for dengue, chikunguya & etc. But I'm having bacterial infection in my blood. Suppose normal white blood max 10.5%, but mine 15.5%. Usually bacteria dtg dr mknan yg akan sbbkn cirit birit. Or from cough, running nose or urine. But mine, is isolated case, none of the the reason belong to me. Malas nak pikir byk2.. Just nodding my head, request for 2 additional blanket, closed my eyes & try to sleep.
x smpai 30mins.. tbgun sbb nak muntah.. seb bek smpat capai plastic bag yg nurse bg td... Ptg tu dkt 4 kali ummi muntah w'pun dr dh bg injection unt tahan muntah... Seb bek kat private hosp. misi siap urut belakang lg masa muntah... tolong buangkan muntah... bg air... klu kat gomen spital kompom kene ceramah dah.... kuasa duit kan??? On second day br ummi x muntah... lega rasa nya bila dh boleh mkn... Ah soh nyanyuk katil sebelah dh discharge, dganti ngan anak dara sunti... lega.. sama bangsa & budaya... x terasa tgganggu dgn ttamu dia walaupon smpai pak guard halau... sbb dh tgh mlm.. hehehe...
4 hari di ward, x terasa, sbb nawaitu ummi nk cepat ilangkan panas badan ngan drip. Dr bagi 5 botol drip + 3 botol antibiotik, hamek kau... Dmam dh x de, cuma tggal sakit kepala on & off + telinga yg bbunyi.. Pg ahad dr kata ummi dh bole balik. Ummi request for another blood test, unt tgok pbezaan. After 30mins... dr dtg smula & kata yg result ummi masih x ok, white blood cell just reduced 2% only, it suppose to reduces till 5%. But, 4 days is too long for viral fever staying @ hospital. Dr. tetap bg ummi balik bbkal kan ubat seplastik... Siap dpt MC lg smggu... Horray...
Bila dikenang2, mgkin ada hikmahnya... Ummi slalu rasa pressure, nk cuti tp keje byk. Allah lg Maha bijaksana, dia berjayakan kitorg commission KDSA & bg ummi ML 2 weeks. Mmg betul2 rehat.... Dok umah mak tok mkn mmg sntiasa thidang lar... Nie yg ummi rasa sayang sgt kat mak tok, abg2 & kakak2 ummi... Tok ngah & sedara mara kat sini... Rasanya, x der galang ganti family ummi... Walau pon ayah dh x de, tp km adik beradik masih rapat... LUV U all.... Terima kasih semua....
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