Kembara Mencari Diri Part 8 : Towards The Near End

Kembaraku dlm mencari ilmu mungkin akan terhenti seketika.... Insyaallah by Jan 2014, I'll be post-graduate. 1st degree jer pon... tapi hazabnya Allah jer yg Maha Mengetahui. Sampaikan, aku rasa pas ne dh x nak smbung blajaq dah. Bukan koma, tapi titik. Full stop. Asal ada yg bertanya, ko nk apply unt Master ke?? Aku ngan lelaju jawap "Wat pe?? Hheee... sudah2lah menyeksa pala otak aku" Klu nk jadik Boss pon pas ne, aku rasa 1st degree aku tu dh cukup (p/s : macam lar layak nau jadik bosss.... hikhikhik.... perasaaan lar sangat). Opis aku skang x der lar request unt jadik Manager kene ada at least Master, x cm GLC such a Telekom @ Gomen. Kawan2 part time aku ada yg 2 3 ketul bercita2 nk smbung master sbb Telekom ngan Jimah Venture kena ada at least Master unt keje management level. Infact, klu u r 1st class student, your level & basic salary will be higer than 2nd class student. Luckily not @ PSI Incontrol right now, tp masa2 depan x tahu lar... gpon MD aku tu becita2 tinggi & sgt2 sukakan staff developement. Klu lg 5 tahun dia force kitorg wat Master, x tahu lar plak...  hehehe... Nasib badan lar kan...

Coming back to my busy life, since last week pala otak aku dok merawang pasal schedule. SJTC nk deliver next month, means erection will start, then follow by rem end retro & finally commission. Papn tgh FAT, once done aku akan pass balik baton pada tuan tanah kedaung dia. X nak aku ulang alik g Papan... Walaupon x ler jauh mana, but it's not practical unt berulang from 2 diff state. Travelling cost will be increae & reduce EBIT.. huhuhu, aku x nak jd penyumbang pada mende2 yg negetip. My MDSA also started manufacturing since last month, target FAT by Jan 2014. Luckily ADAM & BMTR having commercial issue, just enuff for my temporary escapism. But, new job was queue already. EBOR, which I plan to become PM only coz I plan my new PE will do it 100%, but look like she's stuck with KPDN. Another good about it, the proj not yet started, awaiting official KOM with TNB. Hopefully when the times is coming, KPDN will slown down & we can focus more for new proj. Like my collegues always said, "kita kena leraikan kusut yg sedia ada, then baru kita leh focus unt proj baru & eliminate all the repeated mistakes". Lately ne, aku rasa agak happy coz, makin hari, aku rasa makin nampak cahaya di hujung jalan.... 

"Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat." Tafsir Surah Al-Fatehah. Ayat 4-6.

One other side of my life, Tommorow need to submit esaimen. Ptg ada test 2. Note chapter 2a, tgh print, sbb tu aku myambil2 update blog yg bersawang ne.. Hurrmmm Pof Fuaad oiiii, Prof nyer slides ne byk sgt lar.... x print, rasa x sempurna, bila print... humag aih, baru 2 chapter, dh tebal 1.5 inci, ritu aku dh bind separuh, sbb byk sgt, taku cicir... Bila dlm kelas, Prof nyer explaination lg pnjg dr slides tu, satu soklan, dlm slide 2 muka jer, but in actual solution mau jadik 4-5 muka... hadooiii.... Dah ar dlm kelas dia asek panggil nama student dia, sorg2 suh bagi jawapan, kadang2 siap suh tulis kat whiteboard... huhuhu 

"Kakak tudung pink, apa Simultneous equation dia??" (p/s: aku lar kakak tudung pink tu  )

"Kakak sebelah kakak tudung pink, cmner nak transform simultaneous eq. tu jadik matrix form"

"Kakak cermin mata besar, SFG dia cmner?? Boleh lukis kat depan?"

"Inspector, apa jawapan akhir dia?"

 "Dengar sini - dengar sini", smbil ketuk whiteboard..... scary, but I loike... sbb dia suka panggil nama lar student kene 100% pay attention. Dalam 100% paham masa lecture dia pon aku masih terkebil2, belek soklan esaimen ne.... huarrghhhh....  gtg, klu aku merepek kat sini lama2, bila esaimen aku nak siap LOL. 

p/s : Control 3. Prof refer smpai 4 buku, setkan syllabus unt mgajar dlm masa 4 bulan.. which is actually just 7 meeting, each meeting only 6 hours. Means, aku kena digest 4 buku ne dlm masa 42 hours... mana x mengong pala otak aku